Pointless

My life feels pointless...

There are bigger worries in the world,
mine are small, insignificant.
I am nothing special,
and I have no excuse of why not to live a normal life,
Expect that I don't feel like living it.

Normal people enjoy life, so why can't I?
Why does nothing feel like anything to me?
When did I lose all the energy I had, and why?

Everything was fine and my life was wonderful.
I had all that I could wish for:
I had amazing friends,
I had a caring boyfriend,
I had the job I always dreamed of.

But then suddenly I just froze,
it all started to not feel like anything.
All I can feel is emptyness.

Infact I don't really feel anything.
Everything in my life feels indifferent now.
Nothing seems to matter.

I don't feel like fighting for anything.
Life can just go on, I can be forgotten.
It doesn't matter to me anymore.